song of the week/month/year...heard it from melanie and maui...can't really remember who i heard it from first...prolly mel, but u never know ;).

Troubled Mind by Catie Curtis

I've been getting down about all the run-around
About all the pushing and the standing in line
But like my friends say, you gotta do it anyway
And it just gets harder when you ask why
And I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
Let me lay down in your arms
Down in your arms
I've been getting up early, I've been getting my coffee
I've been getting in the car and driving all over town
Talking to myself while I'm taking off my seatbelt
Some people don't know how to slow down
And I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
Let me lay down in your arms
Down in your arms
I've got a troubled, a troubled mind
And you've got a heart, a heart so kind
So kind
So pack an overnight bag, don't worry about what you have
'Cause if you need something, you can just use mine
And you don't have to promise more than you want to
But if you want to see me, this would be a good time
'Cause I'm tired from all the weight
Tired of being strong
So won't you come and stay
Let me lay down in your arms
Down in your arms

i think this sums it up pretty well...me n my family, ya kno? just tired...goin through the motions, cuz at this point, wut am i supposed to do? so i actually wake up early...like 6:15 every morning...then i go to work. and on the weekends, sometimes i just wake up at 9am, and i don't mean to. shoooooot, i could wake up at like 1pm if i could. i don't think i can hang anymore...but it's ok. when i go down to chambana for PSA's FS, those lil kiddies will prolly be able to handle it more than i could. but it'll happen to them too ;). well that's all for now...other than i miss people...not just my family members, but some of the people i used to chill with...i dunno...i've been in a real funk where if ppl don't call me, i'm just too damn lazy to call them. i dunno....

gnite... *sigh*